Fate is not what it seems (BL)

she had heard the two arguing over her but she heard something different in their hearts

and she saw the way they looked at eachother

blind love- and what she heard next-

so something happened between them-

what was it? and it was a one time thing?

and it doesn make him gay?

her head was running wild with all sorts of ideas it was obvious that Callus had liked Xavier- though she hadn ment him in this life until now she still knew who he was- as for Callus she ment him in this life- she didn know who he was but as she got to know him

she knew he was good person despite the way he sometimes acted towards her-

his name literally means good- and shes able to see whats in peoples hearts she had this gift for as long as she could remember

and she can see how these two are meant for eachother- she cares about them both but she doesn love them the way Xavier thinks

she did love him once- she did everything he wanted but it wasn what she wanted- she loved him – but she didn – her feelings were complex – she knew he loved her and in next life she was able to see that there was someone else in his heart but he pushed them away and stayed with him if that made him happy- but it didn and she knew and then she couldn hold on anymore- she knew he didn need her but- she still came back- she saw how broken he was – but she still made him wait and when she came back – she never saw him again- and then she ment callus she didn know him but – she still felt their connection and it was confirmed when they met

she didn feel anything beyond friendship with him- especially knowing that he was met for the one she once loved- and she doesn feel those feelings anymore- shes happy to guide them- despite not being able to feel that happiness herself- she smiled up at Callus

”Lorain-I- ” before he could finish she stopped him

”hey- I am not mad at you I just wish you told me sooner- ” she replied

”told you what? ” He replied

”that you were gay- Im your friend so Ill support you- ” she replied

”I only became friends with you to make him jealous- ” he replied

”Yeah I know but Im not mad- Ill help you get closer to him ” she replied

”You will? why would you do that? don you love him? ” He asked

”I did a very long time ago but- I don feel that way now- but I still want him to be happy- I know he doesn realize it- but the two of you have an connection- ” she replied

”How do you know about that? ” he replied

”I could just sense it- I see the way you two looked at eachother even though you were fighting over me- you still- feel something for eachother- I don know what happened between you two- but- I believe you can slove it- ” she replied

”but what am I supposed to do it was only one time – we connected- but he ran away – and he knows nothing about me and all I know is he was obsessed with you and still is- how do I get him to like me back?- ” He asked

”how about trying to be his friend first? get to know him better- ” she replied

”like he wants to be friends with me he hates me- ” he replied

”then get him to like you show him your not a bad person- ” she replied

”but how do I do that?- ” he asked

”just try to be yourself- ” she replied

”myself?- I barely know myself- I don remember much- before I met him – I know I was a sick kid and I never thought I would get better but I did- and it was after I met him- ” He replied

”he saved your life didn he? ” she replied

”Yeah- I owe it to him- but hes strange-he almost didn stop licking me- and when he did I was sad ” he replied

she turned silent

WTF- DID I JUST HEAR-

he- licked him after – he helped him? why would he?- and Callus liked it- what is my life?

so- thats what happened- first off you don just lick a stranger- and I don know the situation- maybe he was licking his wounds?

its still an odd thing to do and it doesn seem like something he do for no reason-and he ran out on them- he was scared of what I would think of him- I think hes a werido-but I still love him- as a friend-

she took a breath

”ha thats why you two are perfect for eachother ” she replied

”What do you mean? ” he asked

”You
e both werdios- but I mean that in a good way ” she replied

”so- how am I going to do this? ” he asked

”like I said before just try to be yourself but try not to be too weird- ” she replied

”that will be hard but Ill try- ” he replied

”good now go get your man ” she replied

with that callus did as she said

she knew he had work to do but he would get him

she hoped the best for them- if only she had someone- but it was better this way- it was a bit painful but she did feel happier-

she was free- she never got a choice on who she loved- she loved him but she didn want to-

and now she doesn have to and maybe shell meet someone else- but shes in no rush for that shell live happily til then- and probably end up watching the dog food between her two friends- which is fine with- not jealous at all- she wants love to- but not from Xavier-

she has moved on and hopes he has too

that way it will be easier for Callus-

she hasn known him as long as Xavier

having two lifetimes with him- but Xavier knew him- briefly- they met once and it was destiny- he just didn know it- she was glad they were able to meet Again- though it didn start off well- she knows it will get better

the day she met Callus she knew that he was the one that was in her lovers heart- and she needed to bring them together- but they brought to eachother on their own so she will just help them the best she can- it will all work out in the end- but will she ever get her own happiness?- eh well you never know fate is not what it seems