Fate is not what it seems (BL)

Xavier and Lorain grew up in a village

the two of them were close

the two of them were close because of their families

Xavier and Lorain could never be separated

Xavier was so attached to Lorain

and so was she but it was in a different way

but Xavier didn know that and he had fallen in love with her and he stayed by her side

she seemed happy with him and he thought their feelings were mutual but they weren

though he still didn know-

even so on the day he confessed she accepted and agreed to be his until the day she died

and thats how it went

the two of them got married and lived happily

but one day she got sick and he was worried

he stay by her side through it but she never got better and she became worse- he didn want to lose her- he had been with her his whole life and if she was going to die he would join her so he did and the next life he knew he be with her again

when he woke up he felt strange

something was different he felt thirsty

he looked around and saw he was in a ward

what happened to him? shouldn he be dead?

was this his new life? and where was Lorain?

if hes alive she should be to – but he realized his thirst getting to him he needed something to drink badly- then he looked to his right and saw a glass of water he picked it up and drank it but it didn satisfy him something was off

there was a mirror next to it and he picked it up and looked at his reflection- he was

handsome he looked around 17 years old

had he gone back in time? when he died he was 34 – he smiled and he noticed- he had fangs and he saw his neck had been bitten

he- was an vampire- no wonder he was thirsty

but was he willing to drink human blood?

he wasn sure- he wasn the type to hurt others but he knew he would only get weaker

despite his feelings he still had to eat-

and when he smelt blood his instincts kicked in and he followed it when he had found that human he drank their blood but he didn know

that this person would be important later in his life he had unknowingly changed them

and they would follow him

he drank many humans until he was full –

but none of them tasted like his first-

something was different about them-

but he didn know what it was or why they tasted so good- and he craved it – but he would never taste it again-

with his thrist gone he looked for his Lorain

and he had found her of course she didn remember him but he didn give up the two of them became close once again and he was happy and they got married again-

she got sick again he stayed by her side he knew he could change her but he wasn willing to he would wait until she was brought back again- he knew they had a connection

but-as the years went on and since he was a vampire he didn age – much- Lorain had died young it was the same year he had met her

the two of them met and got along they grew closer as the days went on and they couldn be separated it seemed like they were meant for eachother and so they got married

but soon after she had gotten sick

it felt as if he was cursed this was too soon

why must she be destined to die? and I can go with her this time- he thought

and he waited for as long as he could

he remembered their past

the two of them as kids

the two of them were happy right?

but why did something feel off?

when she got older she seemed happy

but it wasn the same was it because of her illness? he could never figure out what it was

but she must of know her fate even this time

could the two of them be happy?-

how many times would he have to suffer until he was happy again? would he find his true love?- what was he thinking he already had a true love Lorain- there wasn anyone else

right?- he had only loved her why would he fall for someone else? but maybe he will realize that it was better for him- because he wouldn suffer from the pain of the past and that person wouldn either and the two of them could be happy if they didn focus on the past

but on eachother- many years pasted

when Xavier woke he surprisingly wasn thirsty- and Lorain was still on his mind

he found her once again but he wasn the only one- there was another who had her –

he was furious – who did he think he was?

that was his girl!- he went up to him

”hey- who do think you are? shes mine- you hear me ” he told him

”funny you say that pretty boy but Im pretty sure shes mine – what makes you think you can have her? ” he replied

Xavier was furious when he heard that

how many lives have you had with her?

how times have you stay by her side when she was dieing how many times have you seen her die?! – he wanted to shout but he couldn

he smiled at him-

”nothing to say?you
e all bark and no bite

you
e quite cute- but don think Ill give up so easily-pretty boy ” he replied

did he- call me – cute?!- No Im hearing things he clearly didn say that- he- is hot though-

hey! what are you thinking? you
e a straight man- you love Lorain- you don know him-

but as Xavier thought about it The man oddly felt familiar- but where did he know him from?

he had meant him in the past – he was bleeding- he was on his last breaths and he drank his blood- he remembered –

it – tasted so good- and he wanted it again

he wanted- that man- and to make him his-

Xavier- couldn believe what he was thinking

what was wrong with him?! – Your past is Lorain- not him- so what you drank his blood and are some how connected to him

you had Lorain first-

but that man would be important to him and would never leave him alone – he- had remembered that day- and he wanted to make him- jealous- and maybe- the two of them could be – together- but maybe that was wishful thinking Xavier was clearly obsessed with this girl he had watched him since that day that is why he took her this time he knew of their past – maybe not from the beginning

but he knew they had a connection- and he had one two- if he could break his first connection- then he would have him-