Fate is not what it seems (BL)

Callus looked down at Xavier

he was proud of him- Xavier was able to show his true feelings despite how hard it was

Callus wanted to kiss him but he wasn sure he was ready for it yet- he has never kissed anyone- hes only ever felt these things for him

the only other person he got along with was Lorain- and he didn feel that way for her

especially since the one he loves loved her

he was afraid to lose him again

his blind obsession he had for her

he hated it because he pushed away his true feelings- and wasn willing to open up

he was scared that he would never get through to him- but he did – but how long would it last?- what if he was hated again?

that wouldn happen right?

Xavier loves him and he loves him

he doesn love Lorain anymore

Callus leaned down and kissed Xaviers cheek

Xavier turned bright red

”we are no longer friends we
e particularly lovers ” Callus replied

”lovers?- isn it to soon?-I- ” Xavier replied

”No- I can tell how much you care for me and I know its hard for you but you already used the l word so theres no backing out now ” he replied

”I- didn - ” Xavier replied

”You know you can lie to me- I can read your mind remember? ” he replied

”f*ck thats not fair- ” Xavier replied

”I know but its hard not to- ” he replied

”You just like reading my mind don you? ” Xavier replied

”Yeah-it makes it easier to tease you- ” he replied

”then tease me more ” Xavier replied

”You
e getting bolder- by the day but I like it ” he replied

”kiss me- ” Xavier replied

”zavi- are you sure?- I- have never kissed anyone- ” he replied

”oh- well then why not try? ” Xavier replied

Xavier leaned his head up and kissed him

and when their lips touched

he felt his heart beat and he heard Xaviers too

Xavier pushed his tongue in Moving back and forth his eyes rolled back in pleasure

only Xavier made him feel this way-

and its always his tongue- he enjoyed it

when he moved back his tongue he wiggled it

bringing him more pleasure and when he released he couldn help but moan

”Ah- f*ck zavi you really are getting bolder ”

he replied

”we
e lovers now- ”Xavier replied

”Yes we are- ” he replied

Callus leaned down and kissed his lips

then slowly backed up and Xavier took his lips back their lips couldn separate and they continued to make out and then their tongues

wrapped around eachother and moved back and forth never letting go

when they finally released they both moaned in ecstasy

”damn – zavi- that was amazing- ” he replied

”I could never get enough of you- you taste so good- Cal- ”Xavier replied

”who Is the shameless one now? ” He replied

”You are- with your moaning- ” Xavier replied

”while I can help it when you
e so good- zavi ” he replied

”I can help it either I like the way you taste- ” Xavier replied

”What do I taste like? ” he asked

”cherry pie- ”Xavier replied

”cherry pie? ”he replied

”I like the tartness-bitter and sweet-sugary ” Xavier replied

”Im glad I suit your tastes- ” he replied

”What do I taste like to you? ” Xavier asked

”strawberries- ” he replied

mint actually- at least I can get away with lieing- he can read my mind –

”and what do I smell like? ” Xavier asked

”roses ” he replied

lilac /lavender

I don know why Im lieing- but at least its not anything big-

”so I smell like roses and taste like strawberries? ” Xavier asked

”Yes- ” he replied

No-

”Im glad I suit your tastes too ” Xavier replied

I- don like roses or strawberries-

why am I lieing?-

”Yeah- what do you like about me zavi? ” He asked

”I like how honest you are and your shamelessiness-and how caring you are ” Xavier replied

I- lied though- I hate roses and strawberries

”I like that about you too- and you
e fun to tease- ” he replied

”I want you to tease me more- ” Xavier replied

”zavi- you really like me teasing you don you? ” he replied

”Yes- ” Xavier replied

I know he wanted to say no but he can get away with lieing- Im not being fair –

hes going to think I like strawberries and roses – forever- I will just have to hide the evidence well- put in the dump burn it flush it down the toilet- thats how much I hate those things- I don why though- maybe because of a past relationship?- but I don remember it-

but then again I don remember anything before Xavier- so its possible and Im guessing I didn like them- who ever they were

I love Xavier- but I don want those kind of things from him- I rather spoil him-

but I don know what he likes besides me-

I don even know what I like-

but I clearly hate roses and strawberries-

with a burning passion- maybe I don like girly things?-

though Im curious what Xavier would look like in a dress-

why- am I thinking of that?!-

what the heck is wrong with me?!

he would kill me if I tried-

but would he wear it on his own?

probably not- only in my fantasies-

why do I like that?!

Im really a pervert-

I wonder how he fantizes about me-

probably naked- at least I see him in a dress-

we are both perverts-

”um- Callus what are you thinking?- I can read your mind remember ” Xavier replied

”how cute you would look in a dress ” he replied

Xavier punched him in the stomach

”I would skin you alive before you tried ” Xavier replied

”I know but would you? just once? ”he replied

”fine- if thats what you want- but only once ” Xavier replied

”good and Ill let you choose- since probably shouldn trust a pervert like me ” he replied

”thats exactly why- I wouldn let you choose- ” Xavier replied

”I know- but I least have the decentany to imagine you in clothes- ” he replied

”Hey!- its not my fault your body is temping- and its not clothes its a dress- ” Xavier replied

”still not nothing- you
e wearing a dress- and Im naked- ” he replied

”I can help it- okay?- and you imagining me in a dress is worse- ” Xavier replied

”how is that worse you aren naked ” he replied

”Whats wrong with me seeing you naked? ” Xavier replied

”I-its embarrassing- I don feel comfortable- ” he replied

”its just me seeing your body no one else ” Xavier replied

”I know but I don like seeing it- imagine if you could see what I think of you ” he replied

”I already did and Im horrified ” Xavier replied

”thats how I feel too ” he replied

”then stop reading my mind ” Xavier replied

”thats easier said than done I can control it and I see what ever you show me ” he replied

”I don like this-why can I read your mind to? ” Xavier asked

”I just told you what I was thinking and you already imagined it- do you want that again? ” he replied

”Yeah no- but Im still curious what goes on in that head of yours- ” Xavier replied

”You don want to trust me- ” he replied

”isn mine worse?- ” Xavier asked

”Yes- it is- but I still don think you could handle it- ” he replied

”What are you hiding? ” Xavier asked

”nothing Im not hiding anything ” he replied

”I don believe you ” Xavier replied

”What could I be hiding from you? I have always told you everything ” he replied

”then have you started to remember anything? ” Xavier asked

”I have- haven – like I said I only remember you- ” he replied

”You
e lieing- you remember something you just won tell me- ”Xavier

”then promise me you won get mad when I tell you- ” he replied

”I won – I promise ” Xavier replied

”I think I was with someone before but I didn like them and they always sent me roses and strawberries- truth is I hate them- and Im sorry I said you were like that- you taste like mint and smell like lavender- ” he replied

”why did you lie? ” Xavier asked

”I don know- why I did- maybe because of an bad relationship I had?- wait- Im remembering- ” he replied shaking

”its painful isn it?- what happened? ” Xavier asked

”I think I had a girlfriend- she always sent me roses and strawberries but things between me and her got bad- we got into a fight- and thats how I became paralyzed- she was the one who put me in that state and she still sent roses and strawberries which made everything worse because it reminded me of everything and when I think of roses and strawberries Im reminded of her- thats why I hate them so much- but I think I choose strawberries and roses is because of her- and I realize- how much of a cruel person she was ” he replied in tears

Xavier wrapped his arms around Callus

”Hey- Its ok- Im here cal- ” Xavier replied

”I know- Im sorry- ” he replied

”don be Cal- I love you ” Xavier replied

”You said it again- please tell me you mean it- ” He replied

”I do- I love you cal- I don who that woman was who did that to you but If I found out who I would – make them pay- I can believe that women loved you if she did that to you because I wouldn – I never hurt you- ” Xavier replied

”I know zavi- I love you too ” he replied

within that moment Xaviers eyes closed and he fainted and Callus caught him in his arms