Fate is not what it seems (BL)

when Xavier opened his eyes he saw a handsome man looking down at him within concern he wondered who this person was

and why he felt safe in their arms-

he never felt this way with anyone

”zavi? are alright? ” he asked

Xavier looked up at the man

”whos Zavi? and who are you? ” Xavier replied

Callus looked at him with shock

”Zavi- its me Callus your lover ” he replied

”stop calling me that – my name is Xavier and you aren my lover- Lorain is where is she? ” Xavier replied

”You really forgot huh?- Lorain gave me to you – she wanted you to move on from her and love someone else and the someone is me- ” he replied

”You
e lieing Lorain still loves me- ” Xavier replied

Callus couldn help but shake his head-

because I remember now Xavier can ?-

should I forget so hell remember?

”You know I could bring her here ” he replied

”You could? ” Xavier asked

”we are friends after all- ” He replied

”You
e friends with her? ” Xavier asked

”Yeah- I know your memory is damaged-but you can even remember that- ” he replied

”I don know you ” Xavier replied

”Yes you do- please Xavier try to remember- ”

he replied

”Ive never met a handsome guy like you in my entire life ” Xavier replied

”You called me handsome- ” he replied

”it doesn mean I like you Im not gay ” Xavier replied

”so we
e back at this stage- ” he replied

you can lie I can still read your mind but-

Im barely there – its like Im being erased

Callus put him down

Xavier got up slowly holding onto Calluss shoulder

callus still had his hand around his waist

”Hey let go- you pervert- ” Xavier replied

callus let go and Xavier stood up on his own

”You are the true pervert you always imagined me naked ” he replied

”I- what- I wouldn like I said before Im not gay ” Xavier replied

”Ok keep telling yourself that- ” he replied

”What make you think that anyway? ” Xavier asked

”we kissed twice- and you licked me twice- ” he replied

”What- you
e lieing I would never do that- Im not gay ” Xavier replied

”would you stop saying that? its no use lieing I can just read your mind ” he replied

”You
e lieing you can read my mind ” Xavier replied

”Oh really? I don get it why are you so obsessed with her? ” He replied

”because I have known her all my life- how can I not be and who are you?- ” Xavier replied

”I- was a nobody at first we barely knew eachother but I fell for you- and I wanted you to like me back but that seemed impossible

but- somehow it did because you know what they say fate is not what it seems ” he replied

”when did you come up with that? its awful- I don see you picking anyone up with that- ” Xavier replied

”zavi you
e a idiot- can you listen for once? ”

callus replied

”Ok fine Ill listen to your confession- ” he replied

”I understand why you don remember me I was a nobody we didn even know eachother

we had a connection but you ran off-

I took your girl – and I meant you again we fought- and then after you followed me-

I still don get that- just because I had your girl- and we fought again- but after that you apologized to me- and we became friends-

but it didn last long- and before we knew it we couldn stop- teasing turned into flirting

licks became kisses- and I didn want to let go- ” he replied

”seems like I couldn either- what the heck happened? ” Xavier asked

”Im not really sure but you fell for me like I did-and I love your shamless side – kiss me again zavi? ” he replied

”Im not kissing you I don know you ” Xavier replied

”but if you do you will remember- ” he replied

”I don want to- ” Xavier replied

”You don want to? ”He asked

”No why would I want to kiss a guy I barely know?- ” Xavier replied

”because you love me- ” he replied

”I don love you I don even know you ” Xavier replied

”please Zavi remember me- I don want to lose you again- ” he replied

”lose me? why do you care so much?- ” Xavier asked

”because I love you idiot- ” he replied

”how can you love me?- Im not a good person

Im a monster- ” Xavier replied

”You we
e good person to me zavi without you I wouldve died – I mean it you saved my life- ” he replied

”I saved your life? ” Xavier asked

”Hmm its how we met-I was losing consciousness and I was bleeding out-

you sucked the blood down-and started to lick- it and I liked it- and wanted more but you stopped and ran off-you also bit my neck and changed me- ” he replied

”I-Im sorry- ” Xavier replied

”What are you apologizing for? Im greatful ” he replied

”for-licking you- ” Xavier replied

”like I said before I liked it- so you don need to apologize for that-but I still didn like you running out on me- ” he replied

”Im sorry for leaving you like that and turning you into a monster- ” Xavier replied

”You need really need to stop apologizing for things that aren necessary- if you didn turn me I would have died- and Ive never had thrist or hunger- ” he replied

while expect Sexually- am I a sex vampire?

is that a thing?-

”You haven had any thrist? even when you woke up? ” Xavier asked

”only sexually- ” he replied

”f*ck ” Xavier replied

”What? ” He replied

”I have created a monster- ” Xavier replied

”Im not a monster - ” he replied

”Well not yet- ” Xavier replied

”zavi just tell me ” he replied

”You are a sex- monster- well more specifically a lust vampire- ” Xavier replied

”a lust vampire? ” he replied

”instead of blood you feed off lust and sexual actions- and sex as well- ” Xavier replied

”Oh-well – I still won force you to do those things- ” He replied

”You will have to have sex at some point-of course you can live with out these things but once you already have started- you will need more- and if you have sex- you will be stronger- and without it you will become weaker- even if you had little sexual contact

you will need more- but sex is faster- ” Xavier replied

”so you want me to f*ck you then? ” He replied

”What? No- and for your information I would be the one f*cking you- ” Xavier replied

”Oh? so you really do want to f*ck me- ” he replied

”f*ck of course I do- how many times have I told you that your body is temping? ” Xavier replied

”Zavi?!-you remember?! ” He replied

”Yeah Cal- Im sorry- what happened? ” Xavier asked

”Well you forgot who I was- who knew that sex would wake you up- ” he replied

”You f*cked me? ” Xavier replied

”What? No- I meant it was just brought up- thats all – and apparently I need it- ” he replied

”You need it? ” Xavier asked

”Yeah and its your fault for licking me and kissing me- I need more of those actions or I will get weak- and sex is the most effective- ” he replied

”so you want me to f*ck you? ” Xavier replied

”Well- Yeah-but not now- licking is fine for now- ” he replied

”Cal- you really are shameless- ” Xavier replied

”thats your fault for turning me into a sex vampire ” he replied

”a what? ” Xavier asked

”a sex vampire or I guess lust vampire? its what the other you told me- ” he replied

”Oh- I forgot about that- so you
e saying I turned you into one? ” Xavier replied

”Yeah- and it didn help the way you did it- it was quite sexual- ” he replied

”I couldn help it your blood was addictive and it was like a spell was put on me- thats why I couldn control myself- ” Xavier replied

”a spell? ” He asked

”It was like something overtook me- and I couldn control my actions-if I didn make that mistake- ” Xavier replied

”we never would have met-I know its what you wanted- but- you still love me right? ” he replied

”Of course I love you Cal- I didn think that it was this bad- and now Im creating a sex monster- no I already made one- and I already feed it and I have to keep feeding it-

until I can f*ck it- ” Xavier replied

”Hey I won force you- if you don want to- ” He started- but Xavier put a hand to his lip

”You
e not forcing me I choose my own actions- I don mind doing these things- and I want to-

but Im still not ready to f*ck yet- not that I don want to- I have imagined it many times-

*cough*- just not now- Im still getting used to licking you – and I want to make out with you- ”

Xavier replied

Xavier moved his hand down and kissed Calluss lips putting them over his slowly kissing him and pushing his tongue in Curving twisting and turning grabbing his tongue

callus pushes back and Xavier pushed back more and the went back and forth never letting go

and when they released they both moaned in ecstasy

”F*ck Zavi I really missed you ” he replied

”Im sorry Cal-I don know what happened- but I didn want that- I don want to forget you again- ” Xavier replied

”I don want you to forget me either- ” he replied

”I won forget you again I love you- ” Xavier replied

”I love you too-zavi- please don forget about me ” he replied